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Here are most of my poems that I have written!

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"The Greatest Grandpa" 11/8/98
We've been together since the day I was born,
But now that I've moved away, my heart's really been torn.
I've always hoped we'd never part
Because I love you with all my heart.
I never thought that I would find 
A person who is so smart, sweet, and kind.
I know that we are far away,
But you're in my heart and that's where you'll stay.
It makes me feel really glad
Knowing that you're the greatest grandpa people never had.



"Hearts of Two" 11/8/98
I am one, we are two 
You say I'm the best thing that happened to you.
We had some sorrows and some tears.
It was the only thing we had to cover our fears.
We are one because we united.
Our troubles have now been brighted.
We conceived a baby in the month of June.
I can't wait til it comes, it should be soon .
I will love you until the end of time
Because your love is more than a dime.
The life I wanted is already here.
If it wasnt for you I'd be drenched with tears.
You love me and I love you.
I guess that's as much love as we get from the hearts of two.


"Love for Mamaw" 11/8/98
I love when you are here by my side,
But it's not the same since you have died.
You should have stayed and done your part
Because now there's a hole in my heart.
I never thought there would be a day
You'd pack your things and go away.
I can't believe you closed the door.
With the memories I miss you more.
I really loved your touch,
And I love you very much.

"God's Love" 6/7/99
God is there for you when you are sad,
And seems to cheer you up and make you glad.
He watches every move you make
And believe me he's not fake.
He can make miracles happen right before your eyes
And is with the people when they die.
He only takes people who believe in Him.
With him in your life you'll never go dim.
He loves you no matter what you do.
He gave His son's life for you.
So if you confess the sins you do,
He will love you too.

"Thinking of You Mamaw" 6/7/99
Since you have died, I've been really depressed,
And even some what stressed. 
You were always there for me through good times and bad
And loved the cheer me up when I was sad.
I never got to say goodbye,
But now I know you're up high in the sky.
Every time I bow to pray,
I think of you being away.
The only thing I can do is dream
That you'll be here when things aren't what they seem.
I will always keep you in my heart,
And from that we'll never part.
I miss you more and more each day
Why did you have to go away?

"Love for My Sissy" 6/7/99
I've loved you since my life began,
Probly more than anyone can. 
You were there for me every day,
Even to chase the ghost away.
We are there for each other day and night,
Even when the bedbugs start to bite.
Sometimes I might think of you as a pest
But in my heart I know you're the best. 
You think I love others more than you
But how can that be true?
Just remember when you're sad,
Call on me I'll make you glad.
Just because it's hard for me to say
Doesn't mean I don't show it everyday.
Sissy remember I'll be there
To do what you did for me and make things fair.
So when you're feeling like no one loves you,
Read this poem and remember I do.



"Happy Father's Day" 6/18/99
Remembering times when you've changed my diaper
And played with me when I was really hyper.
Me trying to do things with all my might, 
You coming over there and holding me tight.
Saying "I love you" to make you feel good,
And trying to be with you as much as I could.
Knowing that you will always be here,
Not having anything to worry or fear.
I do everything exactly the way you tell me to
Because I want to be just like you.
I've always loved you from the start,
And now I love you with all my heart.
So for everything you've said to me and done,
Happy Fathers Day from a special someone.
 

"Daddy's Little Girl" 6/18/99 
You taught me everything I know
Like how to use a hammer rake and hoe. 
You tell me you love me to make me feel good,
And with words like that I always would.
You always taught me wrong from right
And even how to fly a kite. 
You are always here to stay
And to chase scary monsters away.
We have some laughs and some tears
And sometimes even share our fears.
We will always be together no matter what
This love is something scissors cant cut.
Sometimes Daddy we may quarrel
But just remember I'm your little girl!

"Father's Day" 6/18/99 
You love me and I love you,
And we're both a little koo-koo!
But when I say please,
I think of inherited traits like these. 
You always taught me wrong from right
And to never ever bite.
I've always loved you from the start,
And how I love you with all my heart.
We may yell and scream at each other
But that shows how much we love one another.
I do everything that you tell me to
That's only because I want to be just like you.
I'm giving you a break and doing everything you say
Because it's your very special day.

"My Love for You" 7/1/99 
You are my only grandpa I have known.
I hope you know all the love for you I've shown.
We may not see much of each other,
But we do love one another. 
You taught me all the things that grandpa's do,
Like how to love people and fish too.
If you go around thinking nobody loves you,
Read this poem and remember I do.
With all the memories of you in my mind
You're a grandpa that's hard to find.
As much as you love me,
We have something that people love to see.
I love you more than anyone could,
And as a granddaughter I know I should.
Even though we'll never part,
Keep this poem close to your heart.
Don't you think this is the best of art,
Me loving you with all my heart?


"Sister Love" 11/20/99
You've been here from the day I was born
Even when I wake up in the morn.
We've always been there for each other
Like to hold, love and cry with one another.
You've been there and understand what I'm going through,
And that's because you're going through these things too.
You've helped me out with the guys,
And you've also helped eat a few pies.
We may argue, and we may fight,
But we are really pretty tight.
We've had a lot of good times together,
And you will be in my heart forever.
Forever in my mind are the memories
Of you and me playing on our knees.
We make each other feel good
Because we always knew we could.
I never knew when the day came
That we both acted the same.
So remember when we part,
Sis I love you with all my heart.

"My Sister, My Friend" 2/25/00
We are both sisters that are true,
And friends that people never knew.
We are sisters but also more.
We are best friends that others adore.
You're everything a sister should be,
And your name is Angela Marie.
You're the most wonderful person everyone knows.
You're like an angel and it shows.
Most sisters are mean to each other,
But we love and care bout one another.
You're the pretty one,
But the guys just use you for fun.
We may not be together when we're older,
But you can call if you need someone's shoulder.
We have a love that I hope never ends
Because we will always be best friends.

"Love" 3/4/00
What is love?
God sends it to us from up above.
Two people stick together,
And they stay that way forever. 
You hear bout it on the radio, tv, and in everyday life.
Unconditional love cant be cut with a knife.
Soul mates come together as friends,
And they are together until the end.
Love can make you feel weak in the knees,
But you'll never pay any fees.
Love isn't a toy that can be thrown
Because people who are loved, are never alone.



"A Great Friend" 3/7/00
One of my best friends, people call Little One.
When we're together we have lots of fun.
She never knew how corny a person could be,
Until she started hanging around me.
She doesn't believe in true love,
But one day God will send her someone from above.
We just got to knew each other in the ninth grade,
And hopefully this friendship will never fade.
She's a friend I can count on to be there.
That is because she will always care.
She's like a summer seed,
And you will always see her read.
She's a friend that will do good deeds.
She's the friend that everyone needs. 
You wont see her with any heffers
Because the person I'm talking about is Tangi Jeffers.



"My Bestest Friend" 3/8/00
My bestest friend has red hair.
She's always here to care.
She's like a leaping doe,
And her name is Bobijo.
She's like a really close sister to me.
She's the nicest person anyone could be.
With her around I can never be sad.
With a crazy child like that I'm always glad.
We have fun looking for fine guys,
But not the ones with dorky ties.
We've known each other for three years.
We almost always share our fears.
She's the light from the sun.
Without her I wouldn't have any fun.
We'll always have a good time together
Because we'll be bestest friends forever.


"I'm Sorry" 3/20/00
Listen I know we're in an argument,
And my emotions are also a little bent.
This poem is from me because I want to settle this,
And maybe we'll make up with a hug and a kiss.
I can't stand us arguing any more than you can,
But I think the reason we do is because we're each other's number one fan.
Everytime I think I know you I cry.
I love you and want to be like you is why.
Whether you admit it or not I think you want to be like me too,
And if we weren't together I don't know what we'd do.
I think the reason we get in so many fights,
Is because I'm scared you'll leave me one of these nights.
When you go I don't know what I'll do
Because I'll miss you.
I just wanted to say I'm sorry and hope you'll forgive me
Because you're the greatest sister ANYONE could be.



"Best Teacher" 5/15/00
You're the craziest person anyone could know.
The smile on your face will always show.
Sometimes the true blonde comes out
When you laugh and scream and pout.
I've never met a person like you,
And now you're starting to make me act like you do.
If my day has ever gone bad, 
I went to your class and it made me glad.
Even though you're moving away,
I will think of you every day.
You're the person everyone wants to be like.
If anyone doesn't, they need to take a hike.
Now I'm glad I'm alive
Because I got to meet the best teacher, who ever survived.



"Best Dad" 6/3/00
My dad is the best dad on the Earth.
He was there to help my mom give birth.
He's helped me have a lot of good memories,
Like listening to the radio and watching funny movies.
It's always best when I see him smile
Because that shows his heart goes a mile.
I love to hear him laugh all day,
And the corny songs he loves to say.
He's given me advice when I needed it,
And his favorite nickname is Little Bit.
I don't know what I'd do without him.
Looking that far down the line is dim.
If I had to be like someone, he would be the one
Because I love him, and we have a lot of fun.



"The Kiss" 12/13/00
I feel your breath gentle on my face,
Then suddenly my heart begins to race.
My body all of the sudden starts to shudder,
And the love could melt frozen butter.
Your mouth touches my fingertips,
Then you make your way to my lips.
There is where they park,
Each kiss intense and dark.
Lighter and lighter the kisses are,
We stop because we don't want to go that far.
We have one more kiss for the end of the night,
Both praying to never have a fight.
Just like all couples do,
We say, "I love you."



"My First Crush" 12/13/00
My first real crush has blonde hair and beautiful eyes.
They are the color of the skies.
His personality makes him better than other guys.
Everytime I see him my temperature begins to rise.
I've liked him since I first saw him.
We were in the school gym.
When we first met I was very glad.
I like the tingling feeling that I had.
Now that we're friends I see him everyday.
Everyday we great each other with a big "Hey!"
He's one of my best friends ever.
When do I think we'll go out? Never.



"I'm Here" 12/18/00
We've been pals since eighth grade
And make fun of the mistakes we made.
You go through hell every day,
But all that changes when we say hey.
I know you feel like crap sometimes,
But those troubles aren't worth dimes.
I'm sorry about the way your parents treat you.
They make fun of everything you do.
You cut yourself to get rid of the pain,
But if you don't stop you're going to go insane.
You can call anytime you want to talk,
But when you hear bad things, turn around and walk.
Your life's not perfect but neither is mine,
But in the end you'll see everything's going to be fine.
Katie you're a good friend to me,
So don't waste your time on things not meant to be.
So when you don't think anyone loves you,
Just pull this out and remember I do.



"My Best Friend" 12/18/00
My friend will always be true.
She lifts my spirits and I lift hers too.
We have been best friends for three years. We listen to each other's biggest fears.
She's always there when I need someone.
She'll be there until all my thoughts are done.
We share the same life for the most part,
And if she left, it would truely break my heart.
We tell each other every single thing.
We will even after we got a wedding ring.
I can't even imagine us in a fight
Because we are so very tight.
I've known her the longest of everyone.
I hope to know when she has a son.
We are here to listen to each others trouble,
And we sometimes act like we're double.
We are both pretty cool,
And I hope we'll always go to the same school.
I hope we will never part,
Because I would miss her with all my heart.



"My Life" 12/20/00
Growing up with lots of friends.
Hoping they would be there to the end.
Every two years moving away.
Crying at night for each passing day.
Feeling that my friends love me more than my parents do,
Hoping that these feelings really arent true.
Praying that the good Lord will one day send
A guy who would make a good boyfriend.
Missing the days when people called me Boo,
Hoping for things that will never come true.
Missing the times when all I felt was love,
Hoping that God will take me up above.
Running around to blow off some steam,
Hoping things really aren't what they seem.
Getting talked about behind my back,
Pretending to be asleep in the sack.
My parents getting mad about everything I say,
Hoping tomorrow will be a better day.
Wanting a guy to hold me tight,
To cry on his shoulder when I have a bad night.
Looking now through all this strife,
Knowing that this will always be my life.



"My Love" 1/11/01 
You are here when I need a friend.
I hope you'll be here until the end. 
You are here when I'm feeling down. 
You try to get me not to frown.
You're here everytime I need,
But honestly you're making my heart bleed.
We cant touch or see each other,
But we do love one another.
It's very hard to have a relationship like this,
But I can always dream of your kiss.
In the dreams I have at night,
I'm in your arms you holding me tight.
You're really just a guy over the net.
I knew I loved you from the moment we met.
When I think of you, I think of how happy life would be,
The whole world would stop except for you and me.
We'd look deep into each others eyes,
Never stopping to say goodbye.
Every time we talk it makes me cry,
We're not together, and it makes me want to die.
But life is worth living, and we may one day meet,
And take a long glance and create some heat.
But until then my heart will keep on singing,
And I guess I will keep on dreaming.
I'll love you until death do us part, 
I love you with all my heart.



"Love" 1/12/01
People walking side by side,
Me trying to run and hide.
I don't know why my life turned out this way.
I hope it will all change one day.
Being alone isn't much fun
Because then you have no one.
I feel like I can't defeat this world.
My heart is all twisted and curled.
Sometime I wish it would just go away
Because there are too many words to say.
Sometimes I feel like nobody will ever care
Because people just look at me and stare.
I have friends, of course I do,
But I want a love, to feel something new.
All I want is someone to love me,
I guess I'll have to wait and see.
Until then I guess I'll stay,
And hope God will send love someday.


"You're here" 2/9/01
You're here when I need someone to talk to.
You're here when nobody else knows what to do.
You're here to understand all of my life.
You're here to help me through that strife.
You're here to help me believe.
You're here when I have tension to relieve.
You're here when I am sad.
You're here to help make me glad.
You're here when I don't know what to do.
You're here with a friendship that's true.
You're here when nobody else seems to care.
You're here when my heart seems to bend.
You're here just to commend.
You're here because you're my best friend.
You're here and will be until the end.



"Life" 2/25/01
Pain hidden deep inside,
Wonder what it would be like if I died.
Nobody understanding me,
Sitting here being lonely.
Dreams that will never come true,
Hopes that I won't be alone too.
Tough on the outside,
Not wanting to ruin my pride.
Hidden emotions that nobody knows
Because I make sure my face glows.
Nights filled with tears of pain,
Knowing I have nothing to gain.
Feelings that I'm worth nothing,
My one dream would be to sing.
Knowing thats never gonna happen,
Covering up my feelings with laughin.
Wanting to change my life for real,
Wanting my heart to just heal.
Loving people who ain't in my life,
But my life has more than all this strife.



"My Man" 2/25/01
I go crazy just thinking about you.
I hope these feelings are really true.
I've never felt this way before
Because everyone just puts me on ignore.
I'm not really use to feeling loved.
Normally I get shoved. 
You listen and try your best to help,
But all I do is get mad and yelp.
You're one of the few people I depend on.
Hopefully you will never be gone. 
You make me feel special sometimes,
Like I have more than just a few dimes.
I dream about you day and night,
And I know what you say is always right.
I love you more than anyone else can.
You're now and always will be my man.



"Hard Things" 2/25/01
I feel like I can trust no one
Because of all the stuff people have done.
People claim they love me all the time,
But I felt more loved in my prime.
Now days I have one person to turn to,
She knows everything I do.
Everyone around me is changin way too fast.
All I want now is to go back to the past.
At least then people cared bout me,
But now my pain is inside so no one can see.
Hopefully one day all the pain will be gone,
When I wake up one morning at dawn.
I wish those three words were easy to say,
But they're in my heart and that where they'll stay.
I can't bare to lose someone else I love.
I don't want to see another white dove.
People say talking makes you feel good,
But when I'm scared, nothing could.
I guess my life will always be this way,
And I will probly cry everyday.



"Little Man" 2/25/01
I was there the day you were born,
And from that day my heart was sworn.
I loved you from the moment I set eyes on you.
I always will, so know that its true.
Our life is complicated, but no one knows,
But we love each other, and it shows.
Sometimes I feel like no one looks up to me,
But you have every since you was three.
I spend time with you because I know what it's like being left out,
But I pay more attention to you, and that's no doubt.
It makes me feel special when you give me a hug,
And it's pretty funny when you play with a bug.
I think you love me because I understand,
And you are and always will be my little man.
You're the best nephew you can be,
And you'll always be loved by me.



"It Hurts" 2/25/01
It hurts when you call me a bitch,
Makes me want to hide in a ditch.
It hurts when you call me a whore,
Just putting me on ignore.
It hurts when you shut me out,
Makes me want to scream and shout.
It hurts knowing we're not close anymore, 
You're always telling me to get out the door.
It hurts when you scream at me,
I member how close we use to be.
It hurts knowing you love me less each day,
I miss the times when we'd go outside and play.
It hurts knowing we can't go back to the past,
That our sister/friendship didn't last.
It hurts that things can't go back the way they use to be,
When you actually spent time with me.
It hurts when you say "whatever."
It hurts now, and it will hurt forever.



"Never Stop" 2/26/01
I think about you night and day,
Dreaming that we will one day go all the way.
I get jealous because I love you so much,
Because I just wanna feel your touch.
I want us to be together in real life.
I want to someday be your wife.
I want you to tell me all your problems too,
Because I want to see if there's anything I can do.
I want you to keep listening like you have been.
Just keep on trying, I'll one day let you in.
I want you to tell me when I'm wrong,
Just give me advice and help me along.
I want to be the best girlfriend I can be,
But I'm kind of slacking as you can see.
I want to lay in your arms all day and night,
To have you with me, you in my sight.
I want too much and will never get, 
Why you stay with me when I throw a fit.
I want to be together, someday it may be.
I want you to never stop loving me.



"Perfect Love" 3/21/01
I want a love thats pure and true
That will be hard to break in two
I want someone who loves me for me
And knows im being the best i can be
I want someone who'll accept me for who i am
That if i mess up he wont give a damn
I want someone to care
And to just be there
I want someone that is real
Someone who can make me feel
I want someone who wont break my heart
Someone who actually loves me from the start
I want someone who thinks bout me day and night
Someone who lets me win a fight
I want someone who'll love me
And dont think he's better than me
I want someone who'll be a fan
I want a real man.

"Death" 3/25/01
When u lose someone its very hard
It makes ur heart kinda scarred
There's nothing anyone can say or do
But it was time, they were due
nothing can change the way u feel
Just give ur heart time, it'll heal
Think back to the good times u had
Maybe then u wont be as sad
But sometimes it helps by just crying
Bc u cant help the person who was dying
Tears will help u get a better feeling
Being w/ ppl that u love so much
Bc they can always help by a touch
When they were seeing all that haze
They were probly thinking of being w/ u always
Just think of things u use to do
And imagine them watching over u.
(To mrs tracy and Bobijo hope ya'll feel better keep u in my heart forever)

"EVERYDAY LIFE"
PEOPLE JUMPING DOWN MY THROAT
I WISH I COULD JUST FLOAT
TO THE SKY WITH GOD AND NO ONE TO HURT ME
BECAUSE UP THERE THEY SEE THE BEST A PERSON CAN BE
I WISH DOWN ON EARTH PEOPLE WOULD FEEL THE SAME
AND WOULDNT CALL EVERYONE A BAD NAME
THEN NOBODY WOULD BE SAD
PEOPLE WOULDNT LOSE THINGS THAT THEY HAD
THEY WOULDNT BE MEAN AND GRIPE AT US
MAKE US WISH THAT WE WOULD GET HIT BY A BUS
THEY WOULD TREAT PEOPLE LIKE THEY WERE SOMEONE
INSTEAD OF BEING TREATED LIKE ME LIKE OUR LIFE IS DONE
I WISH THAT PEOPLE WOULD LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM
AND THEY WOULD TREAT ME LIKE IM REALLY THERE FAM
I WISH THEY WOULDNT CUSS AT ME LIKE THEY DO
JUST BC THEY'RE MAD THEY TAKE IT OUT ON U
IT MAKES ME SICK BC ITS NOT MY FAULT
BUT THERE WILL NEVER BE A HALT
GUESS I'LL HAVE TO KEEP ON LIVING THIS LIFE AS MUCH AS I CAN
UNTIL I CAN FIND A PIECE OF MY OWN LAND!!

Singing 4/1/01 5:35AM
Dreams of bein someone
Maybe a big star
Hoping to go somewhere in life
And get somewhere far
Getting in front of friends
Singing my heart out
Knowing they'll tell the truth
Without having a doubt
My friends stand in awe
Not believeing their ears
They wonder what i've done
Y i've hidden my talent all these years
I like singin music
Bc it takes away the pain
Makes me feel liek theres nothing to lose
But maybe i will gain
Singing is something fun
Something i've always enjoyed
It helps to cheer me up
When i'm sad or annoyed
Its something i've wanted to do for a while
I dont know y
It just makes me feel free
Like i can fly
Singing is just there
It gets rid of the strife
Being a singer would be great
To do it i'd give my life!!

Crushes 4/3/01 12:33AM
Crushes will always come and go
But its not the same if they know
They say they like me too u see
Then they barely speak to me
They say things that make me like them more
Then they shut me out the door
They dont know how much i really like them
Until i spell it out to him
Then they like shut me out
Again and again i've been this route
I get jealous bc i know nothing will be
And u pay less and less attention to me
I hope my crush and i are always a team
But i guess i'll have to keep it a dream.

Big Sis 4/3/01 2:24AM
It feels good to have a big sis again
Someone i can count on to be here
it feels good to have a relative
who actually listens to my biggest fear
u think i'm stupid sometimes
but u make excuses for what i do
ur a great sis
and i love u
u say i'm pretty
to make me feel good
u wanted to make me smile
and u always would
i dont say it that much
but u know how i feel
ur here bc u want to be
yeah u know the deal
from this day forward
i will make a pact
that we are here for each other
and wont lose contact
we may argue
but know this
i love u
and u'll always be the best big sis

It Should End 4/4/01 1:39:AM
drugs sex violence
make ppl hear silence
no way to stop it
not even a little bit
ppl die bc of it everyday
bc they didnt have God to lead their way
the ppl in teh world are sick
and that is the road they pick
guns crack malestation
they all get off w/ only probation
little boys getting killed
little girls getting feeled
looking past ur yard
seeing ppl gettin barred
knowing u could be next in line
the person next might be a relative of mine
all of this should come to an end
we should all be each others friend

Scared 4/4/01 11:16pm
I'm scared of losing ppl i love so much
Scared of never again feeling there touch
Maybe its better not to let neone else in
My heart wont break nemore like it has been
Building a wall around my heart is the best thing to do
Then i wont care if i get lied to
Maybe its best just not to care nemore
Then i'll never get put on ignore
A few ppl really love me though
They're friends that'll be w/ me wherever i go
I really love them too
But there'll be little new
I'm gonna hide what i feel from now on
Then it'll hurt less when they're gone
I might be alone for years
But then i wont have to shed tears

I Remember 4/21/01 4:40 AM
I remember times when we were little
when our hearts were strong not brittle
i remember when u paid attention to me
but now u dont u just dont see
i remember when i looked up to u
now i dont like what u do
i remember when u use to play games
now all u do is call me names
i remember when i use to be a part of ur life
now u cut our friendship w/ a knife
i remember when u use to make me proud
now all u wanna do is get loud
i remember when u said, "i hate u beth" and shut the door
now i just keep u on ignore
i remember when u said forever and always i'll be ur best friend
man forever sure has a fast end
i remember when i said i love u
it is really true
i remember things u always will lack
bc words already said caint be taken back

HIM 4/21/01 4:53AM
we pray bad things not to happen day and night
but there will always be fright
we dont wanna die and we donno y we do
but we all want to get to u know who
we all cry at funerals and smile at ppl bein born
either way Jesus is w/ us his heart is sworn
knowing that nobody is perfect He accepts us as we are
but if u dont beleive in Him u wont get far
He's the one person u can look up to
after all He gave His life for u
He's here when nobody else is
if u want love u'll always have His
He's here to help us get through good times and bad
He'll cheer u up when ur truely sad
everything is gonna be alright bc of Him
dont let Him outa ur lif or it'll go dim
show ur love each and everyday
bc u never know when u'll pass away

My Perfect Guy 4/26/01 4:20 PM
My perfect guy will be everything to me
He will be all that he can be
he'll talk listen and just be here
and let me know i have nothing to fear
he wont try and show off in fron his boys
when i ask him something he wont holler and make lots of noise
my perfect guy will have to be older
and he'll let me cry on his shoulder
he will never leave me for my sis
and he wont be afraid to kiss
he'll treat me like his lost little lamb
and he'll love me for who i am

Y do we try 4/28/01 2:25AM
y cant guys give us a chance
just walk around talk and maybe slow dance
y do guys always feel the need to lie
sometimes they make us wanna lay down and die
y do guys act all big and bad
it only makes us sad
y do guys lie cheat and deceive
and then wonder y its them we dont believe
y are guys not what they seem
they're totally different from our wildest dream
y do guys try to flatter us at first
then try and make our hearts burst
y do guys make us feel they're ours to keep
then turn around and make us feel cheap
y do guys do us wrong
is it to make us feel we dont belong
y do guys make us cry everynight
during the day they act like everythings alright
y do guys make us hurt so much
but can make it go away w/ just a touch
y are guys so into lying
y do WE keep on trying?

"I Like You" 5/6/01 4:00AM
I like the way u make me feel
And i hope these feelings are real
I like when u call me pretty bc i dont know
I feel ugly but i guess u see the glow
I like it when u say im silly and laugh at what i said
I liek the way we joke bout who's bed
I like that ur giving me a chance to prove myself to u
I like every precious thing that u do
I like you bein concerned and wanting to care for me
I'll eventually let u in and give u the key
I like the way u've already gained my trust
I like to think this relationship wont rust
I like every single thing that u do
But most of all i like u.

"They Will Know" 5/8/01 11:50PM
I go through life as best i can
I try to get me a good man
I trap in my heart, everything i feel
But if it keeps gettin broken I'll never heal
I take as much as i can from everyone
But sometimes they get mad when i have fun
I get paid less and less attention to
Im the person who has everything to do
I never get a break in this place
But i never let what i feel, show on my face
I get jealous bc my parents love my sisters more than me
But they dont know they'll never see
I could be out til dawn
And they wouldnt notice im gone
They give into her when she pouts
They dont even care when she shouts
But if it were me it wouldnt be the same
They would yell at me and call me by my first name
They donno how i really feel left out
But one day they will w/o a doubt.

"What You Do" 5/11/01 2:50AM
You get depressed really bad
Then say nobody cares
U wish u were otehrs
walkin on the street in pairs
You feel really bad then
And u start to cry
U tell ppl u donno
But they still ask y
U feel like the ugliest person alive
Then someone tells u ur hot
U then walk around happy
Until another person tells ur ur not
U wanna end it all
And feel theres nothing to gain
But u'll hurt those who care
Bring them great pain
U dont think anyone understands
But honestly they do
U may not have many friends now
But there will be many new
U'll grow up
Then have a great life
Get married
And have a lucky wife.

"How He Is" 5/11/01 3:07AM
He's a jerk that causes pain
He has u to lose and nothing to gain
He never understands what u say
And he'll regret not trying one day
He gives up too easilyand barely tries
He barely talks and tells nothing but lies
He hurts u almost every time u talk
U need to tell her to turn around and walk
He says he loves u all the time
But if its true then y does he act like slime
He acts like he doesnt care as much as he use to
I personally think he found somebody new
Hes a jerk just like most other guys
And probly will be til he dies
He's not worth ur tears
But i understand ur fears
He'll push u too far one day
And goodbye is the last thing ur gonna say.

"Parents" 5/28/01 11:25PM
We all start out as an innocent little kid
Feeling sorry for all the bad things we did
We all grow up and parents think we're still good
But sometimes they donno what they should
They stop listening to u
makes u feel really bad too
They yell and criticize every little move
Makes u feel u have nothing to prove
They put u through shit that makes u wanna shout
Bc therse no other way and u cant move out
They put u down and make u do things to ur body
U cut urself bc u feel like a nobody
They say they love u everyday
But they dont show it in a good way
U cant wait to get out
So u can just shout
Freedom will come soon
Until then ill just stare at the moon.

"I Feel Bc of You" 6/9/01 2:30AM
I look forward to talkin to u every night
Wishing u were w/ me, in my sight
U make me feel special inside
Bc ur not like the others who've lied
U tell me how u really feel
But i hope ur not lying, that ur for real
U care and listen to what i have to say
And i wish u were with me everyday
When i talk to u, i feel alot of different things
But i guess we'll never know what the future brings
U say u'll like me even after we meet
But hearing that gives me cold feet
Bc i know im not everything u see
Im just always gonna be lil ole me
Ur everything i want in a guy
Bc u dont cheat, steal, or lie
Our relationship has friendship too
And maybe one day i can honestly say, "I love you."

"Thank You" 6/24/01 3:55AM
I know when ur sick and down
It seems like im not really around
I know when ur feeling bad we argue and fight
But im sure we think bout each other at night
We're both so much alike and both act strong
I reckon thats y sometimes we dont get along
Im not always there when u need me
Just look inside ur heart and thats where ill be
Most of the time u look busy
But u never are for me, or should i say 'Dizzy Lizzy'
Im glad ur tough enough to fight off whats wrong
Bc here w/ me is where u belong
Always know if ur feeling cold
Im always here for u to hold
Im sorry for not being strong enough to say I love you
But i pray that u know i really do
I reckon u could say my life's not half bad
Thank u for being the best dad!

"Guys" 7/9/01 1:50AM
Sweet, charming, cute, greatful
Then turn around and act all hateful
They say things that gain ur trust
Then leave u alone in the dust
Make u like them then make u frown
Bc they just turn around and crush u down
They instill in u, confidence and hope
Then u learn that he's a dope
Occassionally theres a couple of great guys
Who are everything they appear bc they dont tell lies
They're the best but no more than a friend
So sometimes it makes ur heart bend
But at least they're there for u unlike others
Bc they're not only friends but like ur brothers
Some really make u feel like the best
And thats where our hearts will rest.

"Lifes Lessons" 9/9/01 9:30 PM
You grow up with family and friends
Hoping to never part
And hope to be with them forever on end
But u leave and it breaks ur heart
You hope to find someone who gives the same love
And you try as hard as you can but its not hard enough
You think and pray that God will send it from above
And hope you can make it through this world because its tough
You find friends, lovers, and just people you talk to
But they all have a place in your life in which they take part
You like everyone but sometimes not as much as they do you
But they are the special ones who you will always have in your heart
You wish you wouldnt hurt people as much as you do
But you know how you feel for certain girl/guy
Your heart will tell you with who
But you donno sometimes and you wanna die
Life is hard no doubt about it
But you make mistakes and live through good times and bad
You finally realize what your place in life is lit
And you finally move on and realize theres more to life than being sad


"I Miss You"
I miss bein little
The things we use to do
We had so much fun
Bc everything was so new
I miss times we had
When we were so alike
We'd have fun by playin
Even when u broke ur arm ridin a bike
I miss us bein part of each other
When we'd include each other in everything
But we've grown up now
And we never know what the future will bring
I miss the way i use to be
Including me in everything u did
Like when u were growin up
And i was still a kid
I miss the good times
When we were basically the same
We'd do somthing wrong
But we'd always take each others blame
I miss when u thought bout me
Whenever u were w/ ur friends
When u said we'd be best sisters forever
Never had any ends
I miss u bein the person ur not now
Bc u included me in stuff
I miss u period
Bc ur never around enough
I miss u bc u was my sister
U was basically my white dove
I miss u mostly for the reason
I love u


"She's Here" 11/12/01 9:00AM
My best friend is always here
She's always along for the ride
She'll be here forever
And never leave my side
We've been friends for a long time now
We hope to never part
We'll be together forever
Because she'll always be in my heart
She's here for me
Through good times and bad
She's ehre when I'm happy
But mostly when im sad
She likes me for me
And not for people i know
She doesn't use me for things
She's not that low
We're best friends
AS good as any can be
Because of the fact i love her
And she loves me!
 
 
"He's a Great Friend" 11/14/01 8:30PM
A guy I know isn't like any other
He's a friend, but more like a brother.
We've known each other for a little more than a year
But even in that little time, he's always here.
He's crazy, sweet, and very caring
And because of the crap he's seen, he's not so daring.
He's unusual and the reason I know
Is because he leads, he'll never follow.
He doesn't expect anything from people, except for respect.
He's loving and that's something a girl's heart should detect.
He's so great because he'll always care
And he'll never hesitate to say, "I'll be there."
He's been here through his strife
And hopefully he'll be a great friend, all my life.

 

"Senses" 11/17/01 10:00PM
I look in your eyes
And waht I see
Is the love I feel
Reflected on me.

I take your hand
And feel you shake
Then I wonder
If you'll make my heart break

I hear your voice
Like music to my ears
Filling me with hopes
And erasing my fears

I smell your skin
When you work hard days
Musky and sweet
I'll remember it always

I touch ur lips
In a gentle kiss
Tasting the sweetness
That I will always miss

I hold you close
Never wanting to let go
Because how long we last
Nobody will know.

 

"I Won't"  11/20/01  11:50PM
You're my friend
And i care a lot about you
You're very unique
Others havent got a clue

You're too serious sometimes
Most of the time you're sweet
With a heart like that
You wont be beat

I get on ur nerves sometimes
But thats just me being me
Its how i show friendship
If u knew me u'd see

Sometimes u get annoyed
It's like u dont care
I get jealous
Because i want u to be a friend who'll be there

I'm sorry i cant be more to u
Then i already am
Im sorry u dont like the way i am sometimes
But im not gonna change, I'll be damned.

 

"I've Never" 11/22/01 8:15PM
I've never been loved
In that special way
And i wont give up
Because i know ill find it one day

I've never been held
Or felt an intimate touch
One day i will
From a person who loves me very much

I've never had someone care too much
I always scare them away
I pick arguments
Because im scared fo the things they say

I've never had anyone
Look at me with stars in their eyes
Because the guys i pick
Love to tell me lies

I've never had anyone
To get too close to my heart
Because everytime i do
They leave me in parts.

 

"My Worst Experience" 11/30/01 10:50PM
Ridin down the street
Havin lots of fun
Then we wreck
And think our lives are done

Seeing a limb
Hit the glass
Crying from shock
Hoping it will pass

Getting out of the truck
Hoping it was a dream
Seeing your friends hurt
Hoping it isn't what it seems

Looking all around
Not finding anyone around
I was so shocked
I couldnt hear a sound

I tried to find
The people that i loved
But i couldnt get out
I pushed and shoved

I got out the truck
Not caring about me
Looking around
And blood's all i see

I saw a car coming
And ran in the road
It kept going by
I yelled then it slowed

A woman rushed out
And saw us there
Two people lying on the ground
Im sure to her it was a scare

She called my mom
Then 911
She looked at me
And said, "It'll be ok hun"

Everyone got to the scene
I just started crying
I was just so scared
I thought they were dying

They took us to the hospital
We were all ok
This is the worst experience in my life
Is all i have to say

Most terrifying moment in my life
But the pain wasnt for me
I was scared for my friends and family
They were all i could see

I'll never forget this
As long as im here
Now i have a story to tell
Its the biggest fear.

 

"The Rose" 12/24/01 1:30AM
The rose is full of love
The rose is full of cheer
The rose represents friendship
The rose says i am here

The rose is filled with wonder
The rose is filled with care
The rose has meaning
The rose has nothing to compare

The rose is extraordinary
The rose is always here
The rose is very beautiful
The rose says i am near

The rose will never leave
The rose starts out new
The rose is a symbol of us
The rose represents my love for you.

 

"When I Met You" 12/27/01 10:15PM
Building our lives on hopes and dreams
Making it all come true
But my life was nothing
Until i met you

You taught me to love
And how to be free
You taught me who i am
How to be me

You showed me the way
Made me feel again like a kid
Told me to have faith
Because u always did

You always cared for me
And i think its time
That i tell u something
That cant be bought with a dime

Ive had a heart of ice
And the time is due
My heart is warm now
Because i love you.

 

"Daddy I Follow" 1/24/02
When i need someone,
You're always here
Through thick and think,
I'll keep you near.

I'll be here always
Even if only in spirit
You'll be in my heart,
So never fear it.

When u go away
I'll think of u
I'll do lots of things
That only u taught me to do.

If by chance
Its u i go before
Then i'll keep a place
I'll keep open the door

I love you
And this u should always know
We'll be together forever
Beause its you that i follow.

 

"Pray" 1/30/02
When u feel alone
Like nothing's going ur way
Look up at the sky
And then kneel to pray

God will be there
So you have nothing to fear
Call on Him
He'll always be near

He guides you through life
Through good times and bad
He'll bring out the sun
When your feeling sad.

Just ask for forgiveness
And let Him in your heart
He'll be there still
Like He was from the start

Be a Christian
And give Him your praise
He'll life it up
Past all the haze

Just remember
He loves u for what u do
You cant forget
He gave His son's life for you.

 

"Dreams and Fantasies" 2/4/02
I live my life believing in fantasies
but i have to look to the future
And realize that fantasies arent real
I want that special love
The kind that never dies
But the truth is hard to face
Because chances are slim to none
I like to think of "happily ever after"
But whats so happy about it?
The outcome is always death.
Never give up ur dreams
But keep in mind reality
Live life to its fullest
Respect urself and fall in love
Treasure the fact taht u have
For there are some that have never loved
But died without knowing
How love is the best feeling in the world
Dream ur fantasies and fantasize ur dreams
Live the way u want to
Not the way u have to
Be the person u want to be remembered as
Live with hopes and dreams
That only u can fulfill
Be yourself.

 

"What I See" 2/13/02
I look at you
And begin to wonder
Why i never gave u a chance
It was such a blunder

I see ur face
And deep thoughts in ur eyes
Like you're tired of it all
You dont wanna say any more good-byes.

Outside your happy
It seems like ur carefree
But what i know
Is more than the eye can see

People run over you
But u just let it slide
Its like it doesnt matter
Because u simply complied

I wish i knew then
Your true personality
I know the truth
And thats not a fallacy

I wish i took a chance
On being more than just a friend
I'll wait for my destiny
Until then, with life, ill just contend

Im now taking a chance
I want to be like ur sister
Spend time together and be good friends
So my heart or urs wont get blistered.

 

"I Care" 2/21/02 10:15AM
When im down
I look for a friend
To help me out
And be there til the end

I wanna be strong
But its not who i am
I want to change
But im like a lost little lamb

I need my friends
The people who care
But im scared ill lose them
That they'll leave me alone there

I push away
The people i love
Because it hurts
Letting them rise above

I want someone
To never leave me alone
I want everyone
To stop throwing the stones

I care too much
To run away
But im hoping
Someone will care about me someday

I love everyone
But they dont love me
I guess ill live
Just be the best i can be.

 

"Friends" 2/21/02 10:50AM
When i open my eyes
All i see
Is pitch black
The darkness surrounds me

I think of happy times
The good things people use to say
Then i wake up and realize
It's all been taken away

All i see around me
Are the lies told by "friends"
They ask for a favor
And whe i ask they say "it depends"

Im a loving person
But the trust is slowly dying
I get taken advantage of
And the people are lying

The friends i have
Make good, my bad days
Im thankful for them
Ill love them always.

 

"This Feeling" 3/3/02
I dont wanna be hurt again
So please be gentle with my heart
One little thing could set me off
One little word could rip me apart

I wanna count on u to be there
When I feel my life is a waste
I want u to hold me
To support me and keep me safe

I want to have ur shoulder to cry on
For u to hold me all night long
To have u love me
And keep me in ur arms so strong

I want to wake up
With you smiling down at me
I'll open my eyes
And ur all ill see

Please love me always
I cant take any more hurt
You're the one i want forever
This feeling im having is a first.

 

"Are You True" 3/3/02
Would u know me
If everyone suddenly liked you?
Or would u stare at me in disgust
And laugh at me for the dorky things i do?

Would u make fun of me
Or would u act the same?
Would u still be my friend?
Or would u say im lame?

Would u help me up
If i tripped on the stairs?
Or would u laugh at me
And say "who cares"?

Will u be my friend forever
Or will something push us apart?
Will u love me always?
Or will u break my heart?

I ask u now
Are u a true friend?
Will i stay with u forever
And be with u til the end?

 

"Who I Am" 3/11/02 11:05AM
I walk around
And look at all the faces
They are different ages
And from many different places

When they look at me, I wonder
"What is it that they see?"
Do they see just the bad
Or do they see everything i can be?

How am i judged as a person?
Am i a good friend?
Do others really trust me
And know ill be there in the end?

Does anyone really love me?
Or do i have nobody?
Am i ugly to people
Or will they think of me as a "hottie"?

I can go through life
Because im being the best person i can
I can go on living
Because i am who i am

 

"Future" 3/12/02 1:50PM
I want someone to love me
But i always push them away
I want someone to love
Maybe ill find it someday

When i come home
I want my man to wrap me in his arms
When im with him
Ill feel safe from harm

I want to trust someoen
And he can trust me too
We'll read each others thoughts
By looking in each others eyes so true

When im down
He'll pick me up and make me stronger
He'll kiss my lips
And let me know i wont have to worry any longer

He'll be my guide
And be my rock and shield
He'll love me for who i am
And mostly know what i feel

I want someone
Who will just care about me
Ill just wait
Because who knows that the future will be

 

"A Chance" 3/12/02 2:00PM
I met a guy the otehr day
Didnt know what to think
Should i trust him
Or will he make my heart sink?

Lets say i do give him a chance
And things didnt work out
I'd be hurt or upset
Or maybe i'd hurt him and he'd shout

But if i gave him a chance
And t hings did work out between us
I'd be scared that someone would take him away
So i'd be forced to use trust

Suppose i never gave him a chance
I wouldnt know what could have been
Would i risk it all for nothing
Or could i ahve someone i could win?

Should i give him a chance
Or should i keep my heart safe
Should i run away
Or should i leave it to fate?

 

"The Dream" 3/15/02 10:00AM
I had a dream
Inside another dream last night
you left me behind
And went out of sight

You left me crying
And from that moment, i knew
you weren't comin back
You didnt want me with u

I started calling out ur name
I whimpered, cried, and sobbed
I couldnt help it
Because my heart had once again been robbed

I woke up in ur arms
You were saying, "im here
Its ok" and "im not going anywhere.
So you have nothing to fear."

I was so happy
Gave u a hug and a big kiss
Then u said we'd be together forever
So i wouldnt have anything to miss

Then i woke up to reality
I was all alone again
But that dream may someday happen
Because i like u, and ur already a friend.

 

"My Brother"
When i look at u
I see a guy who is limber
You are tough on the outside
But inside, ur loving and tender

You have a lot of obstacles that hurt
And its really not fair
But what u really need to know
Is that ill always be there

You can ask me for advice
Or u can just come as a friend
Ill listen and do what is needed
I'll be there, and i wont pretend

You help me thru bad times
And i want to be there for u too
You're one of my good friends
And i loves you

You're a good big brother to me
You'll always have a lil place in my heart
You're here with me now
And ull be w/ me when we depart

Thanks for being my brother
Even though ur not by birth
Thanks for being my friend
Thanks for having so much mirth.

 

"The Journey" 3/27/02
Everyone of us is like a leaf
Down the dangerous river of life we drift
Stones stop us from succeeding in our paths
Though sometimes, anothers spirits we lift

Family and friends are the wind
They help us on our way
We are guided on our journey
Until again life is peaceful, until our last day.

The leaf gets injured
By the course course it has taken
Our hearts get broken
Because we have been foresaken.

We wander the harsh waters
And still, we perservere
We follow our destined path
Until we leave here.

 

"Memories" 3/27/02
Memories are like spirits of some sort
Sometimes u can see them and sometimes not.
Some are good and help take away sadness,
While others are very bad and hurt you.
Memories are frightful demons for some
And brightly shining angels for others.
They bring back certain smells that make u smile.
They make u see something that scares you
Or maybe something u want to prevent
You may get this awful taste in your mouth
Because there is no way to change the past,
But u live on with the good times and bad
And continue to create memories.

 

"Tired of It All" 4/17/02 8:30PM
Im tired of dreaming
Thinkin that one day love will find me
Im tired of believing
Wanting one day to feel i belong
Im tired of wanting
Feeling that one day a guy will love me for me
Im tired of trusting
Building life on fantasies
Im tired of wishing
Hoping beyond hope for the good
Im tired of realizing
Wishing that life could be easier
Im tired of living
Dreaming of the perfect life
Im tired of it all
Believing in everything that is good.

 

"Your Little Girl" 4/20/02 9:15PM
Theres not enough words
To explain how much i love you
Though at times im not always there
You have to know its true

When ur sick or down
I also feel that way
So i try to make u laugh
Bring u a better day

When u laugh
It always brings a smile to my face
Makes me feel really good
Lets me know im really in the right place

Im ur little girl
And i always will be
No matter how grown up i get
I'll need u always, ull see

I love u and need u
Thats something u will never forget
I'll love and need u always Daddy
Love, Little Bit.

 

"Confused"   5/5/02  11:20PM
More than once in a lifetime
You feel confused about something
You think of the pros and cons of each decision
Then once again you feel stuck
You ask others to help you out
But they continue to say they dont know how
So you are alone again
Sometimes you just want to run away
But you know you'll have to face choosing sooner or later
You never know which choice is best
But you have to pick
So just think hard when deciding
Hope for the best and thats what it will be.

 

"In Your Eyes"   5/5/02   11:30pm
I looked in your eyes today
And saw all you were feeling
I'll help you the best I can
If you need a shoulder, I'm always willing

I saw the pain
You got hurt really bad in the most sacred place
Your heart got broken
If you need to cry, I'll wipe the tears from your face

I saw the love you felt
While  you were remembering the good times you had
If you want me to
I'll take their place, it won't be that bad

I saw the confusion
You couldn't understand why they left you
I promise it wasn't your fault
I'll do anything you need me to

The greatest thing that I saw
Was the look that told me there was still hope
You're willing to let others love you
So I know you will cope.

 

"Love"   5/13/02  7:00PM
I'm full of love
And thats not so good
I dont know how to receive
Or give it like i should.

Im told good things about it
But I've also heard the bad
Most people I know who've fallen in love
Have ended up confused and sad.

Some say it was good while it lasted
But they really got hurt
So I'm scared to take the risk
So I just flirt.

I dont know how to treat a guy
Because they wont accept me for me
What am I to do
When I'm scared about everything I see.

I dont like saying "I love you"
For fear of losing those I love
I lose them all the time
Some I lose to others and some rise above.

Im confused about love
So please dont push it
Ill learn one day
When my heart feels fit.

 

"Way I Feel"   5/15/02
The way people talk about me
When I'm not around
Makes me wanna dig a hole
And live underground.

The way people criticize
Everything I do
Makes me feel like a failure
But what else is new.

The way I get compared to people
Having to make up for their mistakes
I'm not them
I need to find my own path to take.

The way I feel like nothing
Because I never do anything right
It hurts me so bad
That I cry out of everyone's sight.

The way I'm judged
By people who dont know me
Makes me want to tell them "grow up"
But I cant I dont have the key.

The way I act
Is exactly how I am
But nobody knows me
If they choose not to then I dont give a damn.

 

"Its You"   5/26/02  8:20PM
I wish I wasnt so scared
To fall in love with you
Beacuse I'd enjoy it
And I'd have you too.

You know how to bring a smile
When life is beating me down
But you once hurt me on accident
But I've also made you frown.

You want to get close to me
But I pull away
Im hoping that I'll stop
That I wont do that one day.

Things would be much easier
If we could be together more
I hope it will one day happen
Because its you I adore.

But no matter what
Good times or bad
Know I'll be there
For a friend who maybe sad.

 

"Please Dont Forget"  6/4/02  11:35PM
Please dont forget about me
When you find someone you love.
Please dont forget all the memories
When we were really close.
Please dont forget the good times
When we experienced a lot of firsts together.
Please dont forget the years
When we found out so much about each other.
Please dont forget the times
When we hung out and laughed so much.
Please dont forget my love
I'll keep you with me forever.
Please dont forget the life
The one we went through together.
Please dont forget anything
Because that'll mean that you're forgetting and losing me.

 

"Babies"  6/10/02  11:25AM
Innocent, cute, and cuddly
Thats what babies are
They make you smile
Make your troubles seem so far.

They crave love and attention
Thats all it takes to make them smile
Care and be there for them
It's worth the extra mile.

They cry sometimes
Maybe for no reason at all
Just pick them up and hold them
They will make you feel tall.

Theres nothing more precious
Than knowing you are depended upon
You created a miracle
A daughter or a son.

When you look your baby in the eye
He or she looks back at you with love
Thats when you know for sure
That he or she came from the Lord above.

No matter what happens
Babies love you
Through good times and bad
They will always love you.

 

"Always"   7/15/02  2:45AM
When I met you
I knew you'd be a good friend
We've been through everything together
You, I would always commend.

We've grown up a lot
But we've had times that were mostly great
We've learned a lot from each other
Like how everything's up to fate.

We'll keep on growing
But as we do
We'll go our seperate ways
As I always knew.

Best friends grow up
Also grow apart
But they always stay with you
Forever in our heart.

Thanks for being my friend
And being there when I need you to
I think its time you shined on someone else
But I'll always love you.

This isnt goodbye
I just wanted you to know
That if you need a friend I'm still here
And will be there wherever you go.

 

"If I Were To Die"   7/24/02  9:45PM
If I were to die
Just out of the blue
Dont cry over me
Know that i'll always be with you.

Keep me in your heart
And i'll keep open a space
Where we'll be together again
In a very sacred place.

If i were to die
And it was a total accident
Dont blame anyone
It was just my last day spent.

When its my turn to go
And God decides to take me
Accident or not, it was my time
Just let me be.

If i were to die
From a terminal sickness
Just keep me in your heart
If u ask if i love you, the answer is yes.

Don't grieve over me
When im called up above
Just remember all the times
The ones that were filled with love.

 

"Why" 7/5/02 2:35 AM
Why do we love
When people hurt us so much
Why do we melt
When we feel their special touch

Why do we hurt
When loved ones move on up above
Why do we cry
When we see another white dove

Why do we notice
The things least important in life
Why do we not care
When the little people have so much strife

Why do we live
When people pretend its you they dont know
Why do we smile
When people always make us feel low

Why are we here
When people have no hearts to mend
Why are we anywhere
When we're seriously gonna die in the end.